"It has been said that time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone." –Rose kennedy
Today, I will write the saddest lines…
I’m totally aware that someday, she’s going to find someone. That someday, she will be happier in the arms of another guy. But I just can’t believe that it’s too soon. What? It hasn’t been 2 months and yet she’s been eyeing on someone already? I just can’t believe it though. We’ve been together for four years and it’s that easy for her to find another? She had no idea how deeply those words wounded me. They were like nails being driven into my flesh.
Well, there is nothing I can do about it. But there are some doubts on my mind that maybe the reason why she broke up with me is not mainly because, she doesn’t feel the spark anymore but I think it’s because of another guy.
Maybe, she has reasons for doing it. Probably, she just wants to save her reputation or maybe she doesn’t want to hurt me that much.
But no matter what the reason, I wished that she was just honest enough of telling me the truth.
The real reason will hurt me but the lying and concealing will hurt me the most.
i felt sorry about this blog jason. i knew how tough it was, it felt like losing your own direction. but indeed, i admired with what you have now... your positive thoughts and your will power to move on. though, being in a relationship does not assured a long lasting partnership as all human are destined for that so called un-expected changes as i believed change is the most permanent thing in this world. but the good thing is, we, as the direct contact should be aware of all the consequences that may cost what we have.
ReplyDeletei miss your company jason......
Thank you rolly boy, those words of yours means a lot to me.
ReplyDeleteI'm happy to know that you were able to stumble upon my thoughts about life and also about my journey.
you are one of the persons that shaped my character and I always thank GOD for that.
i will always treasure the friendship and memories that we have.
Take Care and GOD bless rolly boy!
stay safe.