Final View

"We're holding on to the pain because it's all we have left. But we don't have to, we have a choice." 

  -Chuck Bass

After almost two months, a guy was hesitant to see his ex-girlfriend because he was afraid that his feelings for the girl will return.  But he has no choice but to see her, because the girl’s mom asked a favor that he needs to go to their place. The guy has no choice because before the break up, he promised the girl and her mom that whenever they need him, his just a txt away.

After moments of contemplating whether he’s going to push through with it, he said to himself that “the time has come for me to face the truth”. He knows very well that he will feel the pain again and he is afraid because there is chance that when he see's the girl, the feeling of longing will return.

But the guy said to himself that he needs to be strong. Though he knows the possibilities but still, he needs to do it.

So the time came, both of them was a bet cold with each other. It’s like there is a huge invincible wall between them.  But they have no choice but to greet and talk to one another.

                           

As the time goes by, both of them felt the tension...

The guy really wants to hug the girl because he misses her. But there is something holding him back, and maybe that’s what we call pride. The guy kept on smiling as he talks but deep inside he is still hurting.

After the guys job, he gazed into the girl and shook her head then said farewell and take care, then immediately left.

As the guy was walking on his way home, he realized that it is really over for the both of them. He does not feel the same way anymore towards the girl but still, he is still hurting.  But the good thing here is that, he was able to prove to himself that he is much stronger than before. That even though he is hurting, he was able to manage and control his emotions, particularly the part where he wanted to hug the girl because he misses her. Then finally realized that he is making progress, and now he is on the path of moving on.

And at last, he was able to say that the fighting is over, and this will be a start of another chapter of his life…